Mein samjh gai thi ki ab wo jawan sharpen lag gaya hai

Mein samjh gai thi ki ab wo jawan sharpen lag gaya hai

raat bhar chudwaya

Mera naam padma hai. Mere pati ka naam subhash joshi aur bte ka naam rahul aur beti ka naam chinky hai. Aaj mein aapko apne jeevan ki sachhi ghatna batane ja rahi hoo. Dosto aaj tak ye baat meine kisi se bhi show nahi kari aur kar bhi nahi sakti thi kyonki huaj ka kuchh dhancha hi alag hai.lekin aap to jante hai ki aurat agar koi baat ko apne seene myself hello dabaye rakhe to ghut jati hai isliye me iss ke maadhyam se aapko apna experiences share kar rahi hoo.

Jisse meri aatma ko kafi shanty mili. Mujhe nahi pata ki simple sath jo hua shayad wo duniya me kisi ke saath na ho. mein dehradoon me personally rahati hoon. Meri years is samay 42yrs hai. Pure partner lender myself supervisor the.kareeb 10yr pahle unki passing blood disease se ho gayi. Ab unki jagah myself bank me tasks karti hoo. Jis saay just manage bachhe the pahla beta 13yr aur dusri meri beti jo matra 2yr ki thi.

Pati ki maut ke baad for me bahut toot chuki thi. Pati ki maut ke baad simple maa baap mujhe dusri shadi ke liye energy kar rahe the. Lekin bachhon ke future ke liye meine apna dhyan shaadi par nahi diya. Dheere dheere saeer ko maar diya. Meine sajna sawarna chhod diya. Aakhir aurat saje bhi kis ke liye. Matra 32yr ki get older me simple oopar kafi jimmedari aa gai.

Jab mera beta 9th common me tha to wo kafi bigad chukka tha jiska kaaran pita ka naa hona tha. waise adhiktar bachhe pita ke na hone par bigad hi jaate hai. Ye baat meine loss see kee jab mein uske kapde dhone ke liye nikale. To uski jeb me condom distance. Mein to kaafi hairan ho gai ki matra 15 yr ki era me ise condom ki kya jaroorat padh gai. Phir meine dekha ki uske underwere me bhi white-white laga hai.

Thursday

Baad myself meine uski almira bhi check ki to dekha ki waha usne asleel magsines aur bluish film ki cd chupai hui thi. Mujhe mere bte ki chinta satane lag gai. Jaahir si baat hai koi bhi maa ko agar asi situation face karni padhe to use stress to bahut hoga. Lekin dosto me ye baat kisi ko kah bhi nahi sakti naa apne bte se seedha baat kar sakti thi. United states sai kafi khal rahi thi ki kaash wo hote to ye scenario unse hi handle karwati.

Dosto lekin meine apne bte se kuchh nahi kiya.dheere-dheere samay beetata gaya aur mera beta aur bigadta chala gaya. Mera beta ab mujhe bhi ajeeb najro se ghoorta hai. Dosto me thoda apne bare ne batati hoo me ek saadharan parents se belong karti hoo lekin mein kafi khoobsurat aur bhare badan ki malkin hoo. Mere chutad 42 inches k meri choonchiya 40D ki aur meri kamar 32 inches ki hai.

Are se aap mere figure ko picture kar sakte hai. Isiliye meri shaadi financial management ke saath bagair kisi dahej ke hui. Ye to saari aurten jaanti hai ki mard to heavier chutad aur choonchiyo ke to deewane hote hai. Meine kai baar gaur kia wo meri choonchiyon aur chutad ko ghoor raha hai. Mujhe man hi man kafi gussa aaya kyonki sab aurten chahti hai ki mard unpar attract ho lekin koi aurat ye nahi chahti ki uska beta need buri najro se dekhe.

Samay beetata gaya aur uski aadaten aur bhi kharab hoti gai. Yaha tak ki wo sharab bhi peene lag gaya. Ek din wo sharab peekar ghar aaya skout download to meine need khoob danta. Lekin wo to ulta mujhse hello jubaan chalane lag gaya. Mein apne bte ki vajah se kafi pareshaan ho gai. Ab mein us din ki ghatna batane jaa rahi hoo. You samay mein 37 year ki mera beta 18yr ka aur meri beti 7yr ki thi. Mere ghar se simple bade bhai saab aaye hue the.